it's been a long time since i told you stuff about me .. well to tell you the truth ..my life has been always like this since I moved here (you know where I am) and it also changed when my grandmother died just last last week it has been a shock to me .. it's terrible ..I can't even bring myself to think about it ..but I know just like the priest said in her funeral that my grandma is happy from where she is now ..who knows maybe she's watching me right now typing my entry ... I Love Her always in my heart ..she will always be my mother that brought me for who and what I am now .. I promise that I'll come to her soon .. after I settle things that I still need to settle here on earth .. See you soon lola~!